That is why she’d rather be alone. She’d rather do all the things by herself because other people has done nothing but hurt and disappoint her. She’d rather be alone because it is better than being hurt for the nth time. At least when she is alone, she has no one to blame but herself.
6. She is the girl who always wants to leave soon. Her suicidal thoughts are always present in her mind. She always thinks of ways to escape this bitter world and harsh realities. She would like to go.. soon. Yet, she could not actually do something that would kill herself. In fact, she hates hurting herself. All of the things that she ever want to happen are just inside her head. She wants to leave soon but she could not do anything about it because she’s still afraid of the consequences of her actions. She wants to leave soon but all she ever wanted is to have someone who would make her feel that it is worth staying. It is always worth to stay in this world no matter how chaotic this may be. It is always worth living because leaving should never be the solution.