She has a lot of untold stories (Part 1)

By
Chukwukwe Eugenia Adaku

She may always tell you how much she loves dreaming. She will tell you all her dreams and she could use the right words so that she could describe it vividly for you. She will tell you all the things that she wanted to happen. She will tell you all the plans that she has made for her successful life in the future. She will tell you all the places that she wants to visit and all the things that she wants to do. She will tell you all the kinds of people that she wants to meet and the ones that she wants to marry. But then she will never tell you that she is afraid of the future. She will never tell you that her dreams are just her way of walking out of her fear on the inevitable. She will never tell you that she feels so uncertain and she is scared of how she will end up later in her life. She will never tell you how much she is so clueless on how to reach her dreams. She will never tell you how much she fears that her dreams will just stay dreams.


She may always tell you how much she loves reading. She will describe to you all the characters as if she has met them in person. She will narrate to you all her favourite events on the story as if she was actually there to witness it. She will always tell you how some books made her cry and the others made her smile. She will take you to the world that she lived in while reading those books and she will be so happy if you would come. But then she will never tell you why she’d rather read books than do other things. She’ll never tell you that she’d rather live in the fantasy that these books provide than realize all the harsh realities of her life. She’ll never tell you how much she would love it more if she could actually leave her life to live on her imaginary worlds instead. She’ll never tell you how much she hates her current situation and how books speak to her as if they are her only best friend.
She may always tell you how much she loves blogging. She will always spend her time in front of her phone as if it is the only thing that she does everyday. She will tell you how much she loves sharing her thoughts for all the strangers to read. She will tell you how much she enjoys talking to all her followers. She will tell you how much she feels so happy every time there is someone who will give her compliments when it comes to her write up. But then she will never tell you all the things that she has written there. She will never tell you why she decided to give out all her stories for a lot of people to read when she doesn’t bother to share it to those she really knows. She will never tell you how much she fears rejection and judgement from those people around her and she will never tell you that it is the exact reason why she created her stories. She will never tell you that she doesn’t feel like herself every time she is around other people but she could freely speak her mind when it comes to her write up.. She will never tell you that she is more herself in her write up than anywhere else.
She may always tell you how much she loves photography. She will tell you how much she loves to hold her camera all the time so that she could capture precious moments and preserve it forever. She will tell you the places that she always wanted to visit just so she could take pictures of them. She will tell you the kind of people she wants to be the subject of her photos. She will tell you the kinds of effects that she wants to use so that she could beautify her pictures. But then she will never tell you the reason why she is so addicted into taking pictures. She will never tell you how memories are so important to her that she would take all the pictures of her favourite scenes forever if she would so that she could not forget them let alone lose them. She will never tell you how much she loves to look back to all the pictures that she has taken in the past before she lost her camera and she will never tell you how much she wants to teleport back to that certain time when things are not yet the way they are right now. She will never tell you that the reason why she loves to take pictures is that she wants to remember the things that she finds beautiful now because she knows sooner or later, they will change.
She may always tell you how much she loves writing. She will always tell you the stories that she wants to write. She will tell you how much time she spends just writing down all her thoughts. She will tell you how much she is willing to write a 10-paragraph letter to anyone who is so dear to her. She will tell you how much she is in love with the words that she could create. She will tell you how much writing has changed her through the years. But then she will never tell you the things that she has written about. She will never tell you how many unsent letters she has written for someone she loved the most. She will never tell you that most of her writings are describing the sadness that she is feeling every night. She will never…
TO BE CONTINUED.

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